I'm Still Learning On How To Make Myself Better

  It's hard to be perfect isn't ? 

we can't avoid our-self from doing any mistake , all of us is the same .. 

i don't know whether the people around me realize that i'm about to change myself , but it doesn't matter ..

yeah , it's hard to make changes ..

in order to done it , we must have a strong determination .. 

i can't say that i'll be able to change myself either , but ..

as long as i keep trying , insyaAllah .. (:

even Allah said " Aku tidak akan mengubah nasib seseorang itu melainkan dia berusaha untuk mengubah nasib dirinya sendiri " ..

i do believe it .. 

right now , i'm trying to accept all my weakness ..

all my shortage .. 

and i will try not to give any excuse when i make a mistake .. (:

" what happen in the past have brought me back to my sense .. my life is only for a temporary .. all the sins that i've commit in my past is unforgivable .. what i have to do now is to seek for Allah forgiveness .. avoid myself from doing the same mistake and try to make a difference in the future .. "

i don't understand why only now i realize this thing .. 

" that someday , i'll getting married and having my own family .. "

" that someday i'll have a kid's and someone will call me Father "

" that someday i'll having a new responsibility to be a head of a family "

crazy isn't it ? (;

a big responsibility that i had to carry someday ..

- all the best for me -

Nur Hakim Roslan - 07-May-1994