Long Way To Go

sigh .. 

still far .. i can't even see a damn thing from here .. 

not even a single ray of light .. 

but this is not the end ..

and it's not over yet .. 

i didn't say that i gave up already .. 

but i just need a break .. 

damn , im getting tired .. 

to face all this mess ..

i hate this kind of feeling ..

a feeling which lead me to despair ..

im hoping that i can get rid of this feeling as soon as possible ..

i can't stand it anymore .. 

it just torture me ..

now , im not afraid anymore ..

i won't hesitate with my decision .. 

and this time , i will decide everything ..

on my own ..  

because of my own foolishness , i've been hurt once .. now , i've been hurt twice .. but this time , i won't let it hurts the same wound for the third times !