Thank You

Im happy ... truly ... from the bottom of my heart ... to see the way you are right now ... 

why ? its simple . because ... 

i can see your smile

your laugh

all the good things about you

when you're with him

and now ...

you are leaving me behind ...

to create your new life with him ...

even though its hard for me to accept it 

its okay , im just fine right here ...

as long as i can see you happy with him 

it will be easier for me to smile without doubt 

thats what im hoping for this time ...

thank you so much 

for teach me a lot about life  

sometimes ...

 the cards we are dealt are not always fair

however we must keep smiling and moving on 

thats what i learn from you ...

it hurts me a lot

 but ...

i'll try to stand up to continue my journey ...

i love you so much !

and please forgive me ...

to tell the truth 

im not strong enough to face this reality ...

i keep pretending to smile in front of you 

i keep pretending to laugh along with you 

and i keep pretending like nothing happens ...

but from the inside ...

im ... dying ... 

i'll keep loving you till the end of my life ...